I hurt myself today

今日我再度沉溺于荼毒自身

to see if I still feel

以获悉对伤痛的感知

I focus on the pain

一心观视那些痛楚

the only thing that's real

作为硕果仅存的现实

the needle tears a hole 

却如针刺蛰痛

the old familiar sting

又宛若旧伤，隐隐作痛

try to kill it all away

妄图驱逐这一切

but I remember everything 

却总在落幕时忆起

what have I become?

我已不再是我my sweetest friend

我挚爱的朋友啊everyone I know

每一个我报以深情的人们

goes away in the end

最终都消散于絪缊的云烟里you could have it all

而你远远胜于

my empire of dirt

这肮脏尘世中我所夺得的一切I will let you down

但我恐于令你失望

I will make you hurt

给你带来伤痛I wear my crown of shit

我背负起荆棘编制的冠冕on my liar's chair

安坐于谎言构筑的殿座之上full of broken thoughts

可是那些破碎满溢的思绪

I cannot repair

我却无力弥补beneath the stain of time

时光褪去事物的本貌

the feeling disappears

令知觉麻木不堪you are someone else

你已非往昔之人

I am still right here

但我却仍止步不前what have i become?

我的过往为何不再浮现

my sweetest friend

至深的朋友呵everyone I know

我熟知的所有goes away in the end

皆已消逝远去you could have it all

你曾拥有一切my empire of dirt

而我的世界中飘满尘埃

I will let you down

也许我会辜负你的期望I will make you hurt

让你受到伤害

if I could start again

但如若还能再度重来

a million miles away

即便踏遍彼岸之外

I would keep myself

仍愿初心不改

I would find a way

寻求救赎之路