I hurt myself today, to see if i still feel. I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real. The needle tears a hole, the old familiar sting, try to kill it all away, but i remember everything. What have i become? my sweetest friend. Everyone i know, goes away in the end. And you could have it all, my empire of dirt. I will let you down, I will make you hurt. I wear this crown of thorns, I bound my liar's chair, full of broken thoughts. I can not repair, beneath the stains of time. The feelings disappear, you are someone else. I am still right here. What have i become? my sweetest friend. Everyone i know, goes away in the end. And you could have it all, my empire of dirt. I will let you down, I will make you hurt. If i could start again, a million miles away. I would keep myself, I would find a way.